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My Life, My Thoughts..


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Thursday, April 07, 2011 @ 12:12 AM
hectic hectic weeks. was talking to one of my girlfriend about me, 2years ago. 2 years ago, i never thought that my relationship would end so quickly, never thought that i would go club as often as now, never thought that i would study at psb and meet such good girlfriends, never thought that alot of things can happen in just this 2 years. Within this 2 years, there's obviously a change in me. firstly, it's about my relationship with my ex boyfriend. Everything was great. We planned our future. it was pictured so nicely when we imagined it together. However, there were more problems than we thought. I guess, in every relationship, every couple do plan their future together like getting married, having kids &etc. But i guess it's all fated and destiny. Secondly, I was a person who dislikes loud music that were so loud until it can destroy your eardrum and i hate places that are filled with people. So at that time, club was definitely not my cup of tea. but surprisingly, it's different now! :D Thirdly, when i was taking my o level 2 years ago, i planned to take up design courses. But now, im taking a business course in psb academy. much changes huh. :) Actually 2 years ago, i wasnt that close with my mom until the breakup recently. When i was so down and being left alone after the breakup, my mom was the first to be there to pull me up. And i realised that my mom is my heroine. I still remembered what she told me one morning. She said:"Dont say you're feel alone in this world, your daddy left us for so many years, i also didnt say lonely, dont you say you're lonely or alone." at that point of time, i felt that what she said was right. And problem is my ex boyfriend is not even my husband. but my dad is my mom's husband whom she love deeply. However, lately then i realised that not only after the breakup i feel lonely. This loneliness feeling has been haunting me for 13 years. &i guess no one will understand that. well, i guess alot of you have change alot within these 2 years too. go think about it and you'll realised it. :) till then. toodles!


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